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and i threw us into the flames; Saturday, February 11, 2012

I let it fall, my heart
And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cry
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you
I could stay there, close my eyes
Feel you here, forever
You and me together, nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew
All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true
And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew that
That was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door
Now that you've gone, must be waiting for you
Even now when it's already over
I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain
Watched it pour as I touched your face
Let it burn while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Where I felt somethin' die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh

Oh, no
Let it burn, oh
Let it burn
Let it burn

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used to be. Tuesday, February 7, 2012

#nowplaying Keep Holding On.

Keep replaying this particular song of Avril Lavigne's just to console myself that I have to hold on. People make mistakes, life gets tougher, things get complicated but no matter what, life goes on. Sometimes we are lost in our ways, but as you believe and hold on, you'll find your way back. Sometimes we get tired of all the shitz that happened, but as long as you hold on, you'll know it's worth the pain and you get stronger. And sometimes when life gives you a thousand reasons to give up, hold on to that one small hope in you cause that one small hope is all you needed to just get up!

I wish I didn't have to use the words "used to be" but this is exactly the situation right now.

After everything we've been through, all you can say is you're not ready. And I was stupid enough to believe you when you said, "all I need to do is wait".

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words unspoken. Sunday, February 5, 2012

#nowplaying Unbreak My Heart.

Pictures describe a thousand words that mouth can't say. Pictures show the real feelings when your heart can't even tell what is it. It's funny how pictures can show the real you when you don't even know yourself at times. I'd always love beautiful pictures. Especially the ones like the above and scenery pictures. They simply show what I really feel. And when words can't put them in a sentence, pictures can. And that's why I'm hooked up with Tumblr I guess. Hahaha, Tumblr is overloaded with pretty pictures! :D

Do you ever stay up late at night and think of what you've done for the day? Do you ever stay up late at night just to seek for the moon and the stars? Well, I do. I stay up late at night, reminiscing what I'd done for the day. And I do regret some stuffs/actions I did/took. And I wish I didn't do it. But I did. And then, I start picturing how the day should've been and wish I'd done better. It's all too late by then. I have to start consoling myself and sing myself to bed lol. ~~I have a very dramatic life thank you.~~

Conclusion: The worst enemy ever is your own thoughts.

And I haven't find the right way to kill it (the thoughts) YET. I don't think anyone can. People are just too complicated with the complex brain and it's just so hard to stop thinking when all you do is think, right? Girls especially. Girls' brain are even more powerful than the bomb. We can think beyond the situation and sad to admit, sometimes the thinking is ridiculous and doesn't make sense. Well, girls.. I am one of them :)

In the end, everything will be alright. Yes, everything. :)

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how it feels like? Saturday, February 4, 2012

#nowplaying What Makes You Beautiful.

Good day, folks. :) It feels so good to see the sun rises every morning and sets every evening. I'm feeling very alive now despite all the quizzes and midterms coming soon. :O I shall worry about those stuffs later since I've got 5 days of holidays started yesterday until Tuesday. :D And when college reopens, there starts two weeks of hell with quizzes and midterms. OK, we shall not be distracted by those sad news. :D

How it feels like to be hurt over and over again but being cured over and over again? There's no pain that never heals. It's only a matter of time. And if it's worth it, keep holding on. :) Looking and reading back my previous post, I doubt if I was the one who blogged it. The pain, the sorrow, the sadness, it is totally different from who/what I'm feeling now. It was as if it rained the day after and the pain was all washed by the rain. And I'm glad I made it through. :) I won't deny the fact that things are better now and are falling into its own places. This gives me another reason to keep smiling. :)

How it feels like to be loved by the one you love? Words can't describe how it feels like. But it's definitely a good feeling. If you're asking in your mind whether I'm feeling it, well, you have to figure it out yourself. :P

Unrelated picture.

Well, one day I'm going to make an album of me and my niece just to show my future generations of how crazy we are when it comes to camwhoring! HAHAHA Someday..... ;D

ps How it feels like to have a 3 hours of replacement class on a Saturday? Annoying. :/
pps DON'T EVER WASTE YOUR TIME TO WATCH HAYWIRE IN CINEMA CAUSE IT'S ONE FREAKING BORING MOVIE. Just saying. ;)

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